Call me a successful failure!

I can’t say that I didn’t see this coming…what with the effort and time I put in…it was inevitable and I really should consider myself blessed.

But I am tired. I really am. Yet, life seems to have just begun. Despite my planning and otherwise strategy …life has an agenda of its own. And every time I think I can take something to be certain…it hands me another memo, always along the lines of ‘Dead End’.

So, I am out of dreams once again and yet life says that I must take this in a positive light. Everything happens for a reason, remember? I am better off aren’t I? All guarantees are not good haina?

But I am so tired and so fresh out of dreams. And everybody is asking me what my next move will be? I who am forever planning and strategizing in my mind…am left without any real thought now.

Can anyone lend me some dreams…I promise to take care of them the best I can.