I have a Choice to make.
I have been meaning to buy a new cell phone for a while now. My reasons are simple. I want a better one. The one I have right now is a Samsung X430 and I have had it for over a year now. It has been a medium of many delightful conversations and some that really should be forgotten. But through this one year, it has been a very loyal accessory. It’s sleek and feminine. It’s a silver flip phone and when I bought it, I basically spent a month’s salary on it.
My other choice is a Samsung D500. It’s expensive and I really will be overspending if I buy it but I can go on a budget and make ends meet. But it has every thing. It has a good camera and I can make videos as well. It has an MP3 players, Infrared, Blue tooth, the works It’s Navy blue and it’s a slide phone. basically, it’s the cell phone I have wanted for a long time now.
But I can’t make up my mind.
On one hand I have a cell phone that has given me quality service but compared to today’s phones, it’s simple. On the other hand, I have today’s phone and if I stretch my limits just a bit, it can be mine. So what’s the fuss about anyway?
I know this will sound absurd but the truth is that it’s not the only choice I am confronted with. On one hand I have someone who is not the person I want but the sheer fidelity of the pursuit touches my heart. And still it’s not enough. On the other hand, I have my dream which is quite improbable at this time but I am willing to stretch my limits. Something in me pushes me to go further.
I know that sometimes the available option is the best option but not the option we want. And I know that sometimes the very thing we are looking for is the one thing we cant see. But I don’t know if I am strong enough to make a decision.
I wish I had a clue.