Friday, November 25, 2005

I did something this morning I have been dying to do for the past six months. There was something that I needed to know but never could summon up the courage that was required. Every time I thought about finding out the truth, I always feared that the knowledge could kill what little I had left of my hope. Truth is brutal but the pursuit of truth is equally agonizing. This morning I came to office early and I remembered another Saturday six months back when I had come to office early, just like today. And I couldn’t help thinking what a contrast this morning was.
Opportunity struck and let no one say that I am a fool who let it go.
I didn’t get the answer I was looking for, not even close. But the fact that I am strong enough now to face my fears is very uplifting.
I just cannot stop smiling for some reason.
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2 Comments:

At 3:12 AM, Blogger maryam said...

brave girl!!

 
At 9:29 PM, Blogger batool said...

lol..not really:) i just need this bit of closure..tht's all.

 

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